Once again. It's her.
Okay, previously, I said that I did mean something for her...I take it back. How can I means anything to her if she never listened to a word I said ??? Because if she had listened, she will know that I'm not a type of person who can be 'not a best friend but still a friend'. Because I know nothing will ever be the same. I can hear her giggles while reading that message. I know she is doing this only to make her, probably her parents, feel better. Sorry but I make my own choices. My parents don't have anything to do with this. It was supposed to be between me and her. Now the whole school knew about our breakup. She want to make it big, don't she ?
What's the point ? I know my breaking up with her is really bizarre because she is the annoying one but I'm the one who suddenly exploded and said 'bye-bye'. It's like she is the torch and I'm the fire. The ironic thing is that I always think I have to put myself down 'cause that's the primary thing in a relationship. And so the reason for my putting up with her insults is because............
That's just it. My mind go blank when I come to this sentence.
I warned her to leave me alone. But she continue to show up with that giddy attitude. If only she listened and see me for who I am, she will know what I want to do to her at that time. That's it. I'm sick of those people. I will not push away my wishes for them. And my wishes is for her to suffer.
I know there might be consequences, but this is something I truly wanted : her suffering. The threats will come to her first thing tomorrow...Hope SHE get the message.
Look like these days this journal got nothing but rants....I will get my writing mood back. The love for writing and creating things that weren't there before's still there.
Love you,
Lady Lunaticeon ( just want to show off my new username ^^ at www.fusionfall.com - a MMORPG)
P.S: but please, call me Pu-chan or just Pu. That's still Imouto-chan for you, neechan *hugs*!
Okay, previously, I said that I did mean something for her...I take it back. How can I means anything to her if she never listened to a word I said ??? Because if she had listened, she will know that I'm not a type of person who can be 'not a best friend but still a friend'. Because I know nothing will ever be the same. I can hear her giggles while reading that message. I know she is doing this only to make her, probably her parents, feel better. Sorry but I make my own choices. My parents don't have anything to do with this. It was supposed to be between me and her. Now the whole school knew about our breakup. She want to make it big, don't she ?
What's the point ? I know my breaking up with her is really bizarre because she is the annoying one but I'm the one who suddenly exploded and said 'bye-bye'. It's like she is the torch and I'm the fire. The ironic thing is that I always think I have to put myself down 'cause that's the primary thing in a relationship. And so the reason for my putting up with her insults is because............
That's just it. My mind go blank when I come to this sentence.
I warned her to leave me alone. But she continue to show up with that giddy attitude. If only she listened and see me for who I am, she will know what I want to do to her at that time. That's it. I'm sick of those people. I will not push away my wishes for them. And my wishes is for her to suffer.
I know there might be consequences, but this is something I truly wanted : her suffering. The threats will come to her first thing tomorrow...Hope SHE get the message.
Look like these days this journal got nothing but rants....I will get my writing mood back. The love for writing and creating things that weren't there before's still there.
Love you,
Lady Lunaticeon ( just want to show off my new username ^^ at www.fusionfall.com - a MMORPG)
P.S: but please, call me Pu-chan or just Pu. That's still Imouto-chan for you, neechan *hugs*!
Current Location: Holding out for a hero...
Current Mood:
numb
Current Music: Pushing me away - Linkin Park
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