PriestestOfNox haven't updated her fics since April...

Even the remarkable ones have to stop because of something. What about us ? What about a nobody like me ? It's not there yet, but there will be a day when I lost the key to the door. The question is, when that day come, will I have the strength to walk away ?

It's confusing, every minute that I lived...

Everything I used to know had changed. That's what I know for sure.

So, it's impossible to know when a hurricane will come and take everything away, right ?

The past can't be undone. I got to be strong. I got to tell myself that everything will be alright. That everybody love me but they won't be there for me. It's my life and I'm living in a display case. I always have been, always will be.

It's all a matter of faith, isn't it ?
Another thing that hasn't changed: I'll always have the last laugh.





The purest kind of love ever expressed through movies. I watched and every minutes passed, the atmosphere get colder. The sad rhythm of the theme song tell us all about what the story exactly is. It's tragic, beautiful, gentle, sweet and inspiring at the same time. How many people in this life wish they have the power to inflict changes over others ? Numerous. But there are people who simply wish to change their life and end up changing others's too. Jamie didn't want to change anything, she just wrote her ambition as 'to witness a miracle'. Next to others's, her ambition seem strange, but that's what made her stand out. And unknowingly, Landon became her miracle. Their story is like a shooting star. It's short-lived, but that's what made it so beautiful, juts like how the best song a bird ever sing is also the last. Jamie did not die, she lived in Landon. In all of the things Landon did because of her. The breaking up, the making up. The embrace of friends and family. If it wasn't for Jamie, Landon wouldn't have a chance to see his friend, his dad and his life in a completely different way. And so we have the power of faith.
We can believe in change. It doesn't need to be good or bad. It just necessary.





There's no way to say for sure if everything we felt is right. But there is nothing as 'coincidence'. If I say I understand you, I'm not lying. But what I say might not be true. Faith is a strange thing. If we have faith, everything will come true. And I mean everything. That's why we have an illness called 'Mass Hysteris'.

Ugh, there's no way I could do this. I'll continue tomorrow.